So I think it's time to make my first feature. Now trapped in the woods didn't work out the first or second time. Maybe I should do something smaller, with less people involved. With just two or three actors and a handful of locations. That way I don't have to worry so much about getting everyone together and holding it all together. I just want a film under my belt so that I can go all out on the next one and have something to show people to show them what I can do.
Maybe that seems backwards but that's just how my mind works. I also want my crew, the only few people who I know can do what I ask them and be lazy or back out last minute to know what it is to finish a project, that way they know what it feels like to see the finished work.
I also want to start promoting Warzone more and try to build up the audience for that. Not to mention I need to finish season 1 of Crusaders so that we can start recording it. I never thought 12 scripts would take me so long to write but it really is. Maybe it is all the stuff I write in the middle but I'm trying to do so much and every day I want to do more and more. My ambition is rapidly out stripping my skill set and the hours of the day.
I guess all I can do it what I can do. Keep moving forward and show the world who and what I am. Not let anyone, least of all a bitter old man keep me down. The best way to beat the heaters is to show them up with your success and that is what I aim to do.
Jonathan Gutheinz vents about everything under the sun.