Sometimes you just have to wonder what drives you. What makes you strive for the things you want and what prevents you from going after them? Why is it that sometimes you work so hard that you push everything to the side to make you goals and then other times you push your goals to the side to do something as basic as watching tv? My willpower seems to shift on a dime and I need to find a way to control it, not be a slave to its whim.
I know for well that the hottest fires burn out just as fast as they start, every relationship I've had thus far has burned hot and fast. How do I keep the fire just as bright, just as hot but keep it from burning out? These are the questions I find myself asking more and more the older I get.
In order to build Blueroof Production up to the extent that I know it can reach I have to keep working. I have to put everything on the back burner and hit the desk as often as I can for as long as I can. Now that I am in the final weeks of my friends film and the first couple weeks of my own I am starting to see just how hard it is to get everything done but I will not let that stop me.
Jonathan Gutheinz vents about everything under the sun.