It's been a while! Life has been crazy this past year and change. Lost some friends, not death, but finally letting go of relationships that do more harm than good. Got involved in more paid work, doing shows and documentaries and jobs that I never really thought I would be involved in. It was fun, but really wasn't where my heart was. I found that I really missed making skits with my friends. Coming up with ideas, shooting them, playing with them in editing. It's a simple joy that I missed.
So, I'm going to start moving back in that direction. Me and Ashley actually just finished filming and editing a skit about the whole crazy pokemon card stuff going on, and it was a lot of. Just to be acting again, and also, honestly, not to have to answer to anyone.
If I'm being honest, it was a lot harder than it used to be. Mostly because I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety and depression lately. It's not easy to get motivated, even for things I love, like writing, filming, reading, hanging out with friends. But I'm working on it. Little steps, just taking life one day at a time as I try to find my way back to myself. It's a journey, one I hope you join me on!
Jonathan Gutheinz vents about everything under the sun.