So transforming the Blueroof Productions Youtube page into more of a network and less of a personal channel has been so much fun. I've just been making videos that I want to make and it has been making me feel more alive than I have in a long time. I'm really starting to think that you should just do what makes you happy even if it doesn't make any sense.
It's almost like I just got a second wind for life and I can't tell you how uplifting it is. Go out and do what makes you happy because life is so short and that is all you can do. Now I talked to my acting teacher about dropping the class and she is trying to talk me into staying in it. I'm not sure which way I should go. Part of me wants to stay in the class, it is so much fun and I am starting to learn how much I let fear run my life but at the same time I find that I have no time to get work done. It takes so much time out of my day and I'd much rather stay home and work on my projects. School is important, it is, but maybe for me it isn't the best use of my time. Building my company is much more important. It's the only thing I can do to keep make myself feel alive again. Feel like myself again.
Jonathan Gutheinz vents about everything under the sun.