I feel as if the older I get the more stressed out I am. Trying as hard as I can to keep my head above water. To keep my eyes on my dreams and keep moving towards them but I feel as if I am getting farther and farther away from them. It is as if I can't ever get any closer to my goals and I'm losing my will to keep trying.
One step forward is met with two steps back. That is just the truth of where I am right now. I need to figure out a way to get out of this funk, get out of this headspace and move myself to where I need to be. Find a way to not lose my soul while trying to stay afloat.
Life is short and I am missing my chance to make the most of it. Just endlessly drifting through life one failed idea after another. I need to self correct if I am to have any hope of being everything I know I can be.
Jonathan Gutheinz vents about everything under the sun.