A long time ago, long before I wanted to be a writer I wanted to be a comic book artist. Part of why I came up with Warzone was because I wanted to draw my own comics. I was starting to get decent at drawing when I switched gears to writing because I enjoyed it more. I haven't drawn in a long time.
Lately I haven't been writing as much as I use to. The reason being, I feel drained. It feels like I keep writing and writing and it never does anything other than take up space on my hard drive. North Lake, both the students and the teachers have drained me to the point of why bother. I'm tried of trying to get other people to help me make films. No one else here really cares about film making and it kills me inside.
I need to go it alone and leave these people behind. But as I start on this task I need to create something that I can finish so that it doesn't all seem for nothing. That is why I am trying to teach myself how to draw again. What little skills I had taught myself have long since vanished. I need to start over and that is something I aim to do.
Jonathan Gutheinz vents about everything under the sun.