Time has a way of getting away from you. The harder you try and hold on to it the faster it flees from you. I have so many projects running around in my head but thanks to this overwhelming feeling of doubt I haven't been working on it at all. The ability to procrastinate is an amazing thing that distracts us from all of our real goals in life. This is something that I need to work on. Something that I need to over come.
I hope that by writing this post I can help force myself out of this depressed funk that I've been in these past few months. Part of the problem is I keep writing and nothing is being completed but everyone I came up with is getting things finished. I was told my whole life by strangers that I was special. That I was going places but it feels like I can never reach the standards that everyone else set for me. So maybe my real goal so be to accomplish my dreams and not everyone else's. Make the films and stories I want to tell for myself and not worry so much about how other people view them.
True art is about being true to yourself. Everyone else be damned!
Jonathan Gutheinz vents about everything under the sun.